Prom.. what to say about prom? hmm... prom... prom... prom...
Meh, nothing to say about prom. I'm a guy. Prom is for the girls.
It's like a wedding. Girls dream about it all their lives, whereas guys are there just to make it happen.
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Mysteriously Unknown
Twenty years ago there was a man who was... a little crazy to say the least.
He felt as if he had no direction in life.
It was all just a routine to him.
Wake up at 5:27.. take a wizz at 5:29.. hop in the shower at 5:30.. fruit loops at 5:40.. get ready for work at 5:50.. leave at 6:00
Same routine every day.. Same clothes, black tie with a light blue shirt and a comb-over, every day..
He knew he had to get out of this rut. But how?
One day he saw something.. a face.. that would change his life forever..
Will he find out why this specific person stood out more than any other person he sees daily?
When will he figure out what his destiny on this earth is?
Is this person even real, or simply a figure of his imagination?
He felt as if he had no direction in life.
It was all just a routine to him.
Wake up at 5:27.. take a wizz at 5:29.. hop in the shower at 5:30.. fruit loops at 5:40.. get ready for work at 5:50.. leave at 6:00
Same routine every day.. Same clothes, black tie with a light blue shirt and a comb-over, every day..
He knew he had to get out of this rut. But how?
One day he saw something.. a face.. that would change his life forever..
Will he find out why this specific person stood out more than any other person he sees daily?
When will he figure out what his destiny on this earth is?
Is this person even real, or simply a figure of his imagination?
Monday, April 30, 2012
Drama free haiku
Such an amazing beautiful girl
A girl who is my best friend
Wouldn't that be perfect?
A girl who is my best friend
Wouldn't that be perfect?
Drama through the art of eavesdropping
"Those batteries were sittin right here, do you know where they are? ... Right here.
K now it should work extra good
Oh ya look at that!
Or not... Piece of crap".
K now it should work extra good
Oh ya look at that!
Or not... Piece of crap".
Sunday, April 22, 2012
A Twisted Fate, War time?
Historians collect accounts live
The German army began World War II.
"I've visited to find names of people, but they were burned by Germans".
The annual remembrance in Poland took special meaning to historians to collect the testimonies of one survivor in Israel according to holocaust survivors today.
Teams of historians collect artifacts, racing against the clock to establish an Israeli government.
Video testimonies amassed millions of Nazis' genocide of Jews, approved permanently.
Pointing to leaders of the past, to implement Irans nuclear program for an atomic bomb.
Sunday, April 1, 2012
Boring Days
What do you do on boring days? I hate those days...
You sit there and your just... bored. All day.
I try to go do stuff, but I end up getting bored of that, so then I just go back to what I was doing before.
You sit there and your just... bored. All day.
I get bored pretty easily. I have to be doing something, unless I'm super tired. So...
You sit there and your just... bored. All day.
You sit there and your just... bored. All day.
I try to go do stuff, but I end up getting bored of that, so then I just go back to what I was doing before.
You sit there and your just... bored. All day.
I get bored pretty easily. I have to be doing something, unless I'm super tired. So...
You sit there and your just... bored. All day.
Batman
One of my favorite movies is most definitely Batman: The Dark Knight. It has everything in it! Especially the joker. Heath ledger, such a stud. Too bad he's dead..
Here is a little joke, to end on a high note:
Here is a little joke, to end on a high note:
Monday, March 26, 2012
I dont ever feel good enough..
I'm sure everyone doesnt feel good enough at times in their lives.
Well.. now is one of those times for me..
I wake up every day saying, this will be the day great things happen!
This will be the day that has been long awaited.
Every day that things get worse (or from my point of view, seem to get worse) I wake up the next day saying this day really is gonna be great!
And I keep doing this over and over again, day in and day out. Without fail.
Somethings gotta change... Somethings gonna change... Right?
Well.. now is one of those times for me..
I wake up every day saying, this will be the day great things happen!
This will be the day that has been long awaited.
Every day that things get worse (or from my point of view, seem to get worse) I wake up the next day saying this day really is gonna be great!
And I keep doing this over and over again, day in and day out. Without fail.
Somethings gotta change... Somethings gonna change... Right?
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Girls are confusing.. to say the least
Why are girls so confusing?
I dont think there will EVER be an answer for this question. It's like the impossible question in life to answer.
There are so many girls who just feel like they know whats going on, yet they don't at the same time. Now that is when things get really confusing. Because when the girl gets confused at herself getting confused because the boy pointed out that he is confused about her being confused, then he gets more confused because she gets confused at herself being confusing...
Ya..
I dont think there will EVER be an answer for this question. It's like the impossible question in life to answer.
There are so many girls who just feel like they know whats going on, yet they don't at the same time. Now that is when things get really confusing. Because when the girl gets confused at herself getting confused because the boy pointed out that he is confused about her being confused, then he gets more confused because she gets confused at herself being confusing...
Ya..
Longing by Matthew Arnold
Longing
Come to me in my dreams, and then
By day I shall be well again!
For so the night will more than pay
The hopeless longing of the day.
Come, as thou cam'st a thousand times,
A messenger from radiant climes,
And smile on thy new world, and be
As kind to others as to me!
Or, as thou never cam'st in sooth,
Come now, and let me dream it truth,
And part my hair, and kiss my brow,
And say, My love why sufferest thou?
Come to me in my dreams, and then
By day I shall be well again!
For so the night will more than pay
The hopeless longing of the day.
This poem makes me jealous because not only the meaning of them poem and feel of the poem, but how he really puts his feelings into the poem. I have never been able to do that, and I think that it's a very cool way to get more meaning and feeling out of it as the reader.
Longing by Matthew Arnold
By day I shall be well again!
For so the night will more than pay
The hopeless longing of the day.
Come, as thou cam'st a thousand times,
A messenger from radiant climes,
And smile on thy new world, and be
As kind to others as to me!
Or, as thou never cam'st in sooth,
Come now, and let me dream it truth,
And part my hair, and kiss my brow,
And say, My love why sufferest thou?
Come to me in my dreams, and then
By day I shall be well again!
For so the night will more than pay
The hopeless longing of the day.
This poem makes me jealous because not only the meaning of them poem and feel of the poem, but how he really puts his feelings into the poem. I have never been able to do that, and I think that it's a very cool way to get more meaning and feeling out of it as the reader.
Longing by Matthew Arnold
Monday, March 12, 2012
RaNdOm
I feel like I have been really random in all of my posts lately so here is a post to randomness
My mom and I were talking and we came upon the subject of being best at something.
In my moms opinion, there can be as many bests as possible, because if you are the best you can be at something, then you are considered the best.
To me on the other hand, that is completely wrong. In my opinion, best is best. Being the best is when your 1st place, the best of the best. There can only be one best. Not multiple. Unless you are on a team, but then the whole team is the best team out of all the teams. Therefore, there can only be one best.
"I am the number one"
My mom and I were talking and we came upon the subject of being best at something.
In my moms opinion, there can be as many bests as possible, because if you are the best you can be at something, then you are considered the best.
To me on the other hand, that is completely wrong. In my opinion, best is best. Being the best is when your 1st place, the best of the best. There can only be one best. Not multiple. Unless you are on a team, but then the whole team is the best team out of all the teams. Therefore, there can only be one best.
"I am the number one"
Very sleepy
I go so many places when I dream. The worst is when you're day dreaming at lunch in the commons, and you when you come to, your totally staring at a hot girl and she catches you..
Then she just thinks... Creeper
I go to the zoo when I sleep. I feel like someone has done inception on me. I had a dream about that one time. I watched inception like 3 times in a day and I totally fell asleep and thought people were trying to plant an idea in my head!
Am I going crazy? I dont think so. But if I am crazy, I wouldn't think I'm going crazy, so my opinion wouldn't matter would it? Or would it? I think that it wouldn't not matter if I wasn't not crazy.
DREAMS
Then she just thinks... Creeper
I go to the zoo when I sleep. I feel like someone has done inception on me. I had a dream about that one time. I watched inception like 3 times in a day and I totally fell asleep and thought people were trying to plant an idea in my head!
Am I going crazy? I dont think so. But if I am crazy, I wouldn't think I'm going crazy, so my opinion wouldn't matter would it? Or would it? I think that it wouldn't not matter if I wasn't not crazy.
DREAMS
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Heath Ledger
Anybody ever watched A Knights Tale or Batman?
Two of the greatest movies every made.
Heath Ledger is in those movies. He was by far the best actor there ever was or ever will be.
Is mercy a weakness? In A Knights Tale there is a line that says mercy is weakness. I believe mercy is a sign of strength. It shows you have control over your emotions. True strength. Mental strength.
Random? Maybe a bit. Awesome? Definitely.
Two of the greatest movies every made.
Heath Ledger is in those movies. He was by far the best actor there ever was or ever will be.
Is mercy a weakness? In A Knights Tale there is a line that says mercy is weakness. I believe mercy is a sign of strength. It shows you have control over your emotions. True strength. Mental strength.
Random? Maybe a bit. Awesome? Definitely.
Bones and Courage
My bones tell me to be srong, and have lots of courage. Do I? Sometimes. Should I have more? Sometimes.
What is courage? Is it the urge or desire to stand up for what you believe in? Is it being the best you can be and no matter what it is and what people say about you? I think it's a little bit of both.
How do you have courage? Or are you just born with it? I think it's a little bit of both as well.
Do you have courage? I think everyone has a little big of courage in them. Maybe they never show it, but everyone has a little bit of courage deep down in the depths of their souls.
What is courage? Is it the urge or desire to stand up for what you believe in? Is it being the best you can be and no matter what it is and what people say about you? I think it's a little bit of both.
How do you have courage? Or are you just born with it? I think it's a little bit of both as well.
Do you have courage? I think everyone has a little big of courage in them. Maybe they never show it, but everyone has a little bit of courage deep down in the depths of their souls.
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Bing, Bang, Boom.
Bing, Bang, Boom!
3 words.
Random? Yes. Does it have meaning behind it? Yes.
You may ask, what is the meaning behind Bing, Bang, Boom. Well, people take different meanings out of small phrases like this.
What I take out of it is when your doing something, you get it done quick! You find the quickest way to do it, you do it, then boom you leave.
Random? Yes. Does it have meaning behind it? Yes.
What do YOU take out of this phrase?
3 words.
Random? Yes. Does it have meaning behind it? Yes.
You may ask, what is the meaning behind Bing, Bang, Boom. Well, people take different meanings out of small phrases like this.
What I take out of it is when your doing something, you get it done quick! You find the quickest way to do it, you do it, then boom you leave.
Random? Yes. Does it have meaning behind it? Yes.
What do YOU take out of this phrase?
My opinion on death
I think that some people take things too seriously, and others take things not serious enough.
Life and Death is a long lasting argument that people have, whether its different religious groups arguing back and forth, or just a couple of people talking about death.
Most religious organizations believe in life after death in one way or another. Some people live their entire life in fear basically, all because they are scared of death because they think that it all ends at death.
I'm not saying that there is or isn't life after death, but I am saying that people who don't believe in life after death, you shouldn't live your life in fear all because of that. Go out and live your life! Go do the things you want to do! Go have fun! If your scared to do something, in your mind just say screw it, lets do this. And go do it, and have fun doing it! I love my life because this year I decided that would be my motto when I'm scared to do something or nervous. In my mind I just say screw it, lets do this. And I go do it, and after the fact I love that I did that. And the next time I do that same thing, it gets that much easier.
Life is for living, not living in fear. Death is just another obstacle that every single one of us on this earth have to go through, whether that's us dieing or a family member or close friend. Go out and live your life not in fear, but with excitement! And have fun doing it!
Life and Death is a long lasting argument that people have, whether its different religious groups arguing back and forth, or just a couple of people talking about death.
Most religious organizations believe in life after death in one way or another. Some people live their entire life in fear basically, all because they are scared of death because they think that it all ends at death.
I'm not saying that there is or isn't life after death, but I am saying that people who don't believe in life after death, you shouldn't live your life in fear all because of that. Go out and live your life! Go do the things you want to do! Go have fun! If your scared to do something, in your mind just say screw it, lets do this. And go do it, and have fun doing it! I love my life because this year I decided that would be my motto when I'm scared to do something or nervous. In my mind I just say screw it, lets do this. And I go do it, and after the fact I love that I did that. And the next time I do that same thing, it gets that much easier.
Life is for living, not living in fear. Death is just another obstacle that every single one of us on this earth have to go through, whether that's us dieing or a family member or close friend. Go out and live your life not in fear, but with excitement! And have fun doing it!
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Dreams
Have you ever TRULY dreamt before?
You may think, "Do you think I'm a weirdo? Of course I've dreamt before". Well lets find out if you TRULY have dreamt before.
"Let go of the past and go for the future. Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you imagined." - Henry David Thoreau
A dream, defined by google, is "a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep". But that is just you thinking while your asleep. A true dream is when actual feeling is put into the thoughts while your asleep. For example, if you think this girl is the hottest girl ever, that night you are thinking of her before you go to sleep and you think, "wow, that girl is so hot". You then fall asleep. You have a dream about that girl. Go figure.. But you can't quite remember what the dream was about other than you knowing that girl was in it. The next week, you end up liking that hot girl, so that night you are thinking about her before you fall asleep. You then fall asleep again. Through the night you have another dream about her. You wake up, but this time you remember what it was about. You remember everything so vividly. You remember what she was wearing, what you guys were doing, where you were, etc. You remember during that dream when you two held hands it was like your whole body had a massive rush of endorphins. An overwhelming feeling of sheer joy shocked your entire body, not in the dream, but your actual physical body. That is a true dream. That feeling rushing through your body like nothing else matters, like the world could end that instant, and you would die a happy man.
Dreams are more than what we think, its what we feel. Our dreams are what we want in our lives. So realize what your dreams are, and go achieve every last one!
"Reach high, for stars lie hidden in your soul. Dream deep, for every dream precedes the goal" - P. Vaull Starr
You may think, "Do you think I'm a weirdo? Of course I've dreamt before". Well lets find out if you TRULY have dreamt before.
"Let go of the past and go for the future. Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you imagined." - Henry David Thoreau
A dream, defined by google, is "a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep". But that is just you thinking while your asleep. A true dream is when actual feeling is put into the thoughts while your asleep. For example, if you think this girl is the hottest girl ever, that night you are thinking of her before you go to sleep and you think, "wow, that girl is so hot". You then fall asleep. You have a dream about that girl. Go figure.. But you can't quite remember what the dream was about other than you knowing that girl was in it. The next week, you end up liking that hot girl, so that night you are thinking about her before you fall asleep. You then fall asleep again. Through the night you have another dream about her. You wake up, but this time you remember what it was about. You remember everything so vividly. You remember what she was wearing, what you guys were doing, where you were, etc. You remember during that dream when you two held hands it was like your whole body had a massive rush of endorphins. An overwhelming feeling of sheer joy shocked your entire body, not in the dream, but your actual physical body. That is a true dream. That feeling rushing through your body like nothing else matters, like the world could end that instant, and you would die a happy man.
Dreams are more than what we think, its what we feel. Our dreams are what we want in our lives. So realize what your dreams are, and go achieve every last one!
"Reach high, for stars lie hidden in your soul. Dream deep, for every dream precedes the goal" - P. Vaull Starr
Me? Scared? Psh...
I'm afraid of loving then losing.
I'm afraid of being close, yet... so far.
I'm afraid of the future.
I'm afraid to say I'm afraid.
I'm afraid of doing something extraordinary, then not the next day.
I'm afraid to be me sometimes.
I'm afraid of losing high school at graduation.
I'm afraid to grow up.
I'm afraid to be last.
I'm afraid I wont make it in time.
I'm afraid of spiders, but not just any spider, the big ones like tarantulas.
I'm afraid to stand out of the crowd.
I'm afraid to not stand out of the crowd.
I'm afraid to push myself too far.
I'm afraid of love.
I'm afraid to get the girl, but I'm afraid to not get the girl.
Ya know what? Screw it...
I'm excited and thats truly how I feel. Because I ain't never scared!
And I'm going to go get what I want, and nothing will stand in my way.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Field Trip around LP
I see a sword in a stone.
It looks like a knife in a potato.
It looks like a car after a crash.
I see a knight with feathers on top.
It looks like a futuristic, robotic peacock!
It looks like a dude that is too cool for school.
Maybe we don't need to be at school cause we are all knights too! Huh? Huh? Ya...
I see a row of lights.
It looks like stepping stairs.
It looks like those stairs on harry potter that move.
I see Mr. Smith.
He looks like a bunch of marshmallows rolled up together into one big ball of fun.
He looks like the rolling stones? ..... I don't know...
I see Mr. Nelson acting funny.
He looks like fun and excitement, yet powerful and awesome.
He looks like a tower that is tall and white... that raps.
He looks like my favorite teacher! Oh wait.. He IS my favorite teacher!
I see Sam Beck checkin out the ladies.
He looks like a stud detector in nice jeans.
He looks like a luchador!
I see massive columns.
They look like an old school circus.
They look like a castle entrance in a dream.
It looks like a knife in a potato.
It looks like a car after a crash.
I see a knight with feathers on top.
It looks like a futuristic, robotic peacock!
It looks like a dude that is too cool for school.
Maybe we don't need to be at school cause we are all knights too! Huh? Huh? Ya...
I see a row of lights.
It looks like stepping stairs.
It looks like those stairs on harry potter that move.
I see Mr. Smith.
He looks like a bunch of marshmallows rolled up together into one big ball of fun.
He looks like the rolling stones? ..... I don't know...
I see Mr. Nelson acting funny.
He looks like fun and excitement, yet powerful and awesome.
He looks like a tower that is tall and white... that raps.
He looks like my favorite teacher! Oh wait.. He IS my favorite teacher!
I see Sam Beck checkin out the ladies.
He looks like a stud detector in nice jeans.
He looks like a luchador!
I see massive columns.
They look like an old school circus.
They look like a castle entrance in a dream.
Thinkin bout'chu!
I'm thinking about you like twitter thinks about facebook
I'm thinking about you like coffee shops think about doughnut shops
Like druggies think about... doobies?
And doobie brothers think about music.
Ya see, music gets me.
I'm thinking about you like music thinks about ipods
And ipods think about ipod cords
And ipod cords think about computers
Who think about Itunes
Who thinks about getting that billionth downloaded song.
I'm thinking about you like glasses think about attempting to help the chinese see
Like China thinks about having normal eyes
Like eyes think about girls
And girls think about romantic walks and cuddling with guys
And guys think about sex
How sex thinks about gender
I'm thinking about you like the male sign on bathroom doors think about the female sign on the other bathroom door
Like Nelson thinks about his kids
And kids think about candy, fun, and games
I'm thinkin bout'chu like sunrises think about sunsets!
I'm thinking about you like coffee shops think about doughnut shops
Like druggies think about... doobies?
And doobie brothers think about music.
Ya see, music gets me.
I'm thinking about you like music thinks about ipods
And ipods think about ipod cords
And ipod cords think about computers
Who think about Itunes
Who thinks about getting that billionth downloaded song.
I'm thinking about you like glasses think about attempting to help the chinese see
Like China thinks about having normal eyes
Like eyes think about girls
And girls think about romantic walks and cuddling with guys
And guys think about sex
How sex thinks about gender
I'm thinking about you like the male sign on bathroom doors think about the female sign on the other bathroom door
Like Nelson thinks about his kids
And kids think about candy, fun, and games
I'm thinkin bout'chu like sunrises think about sunsets!
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Song lyrics turned into poem.. ish
Watch my face, as I pretend to feel no pain..
I hear the angels talkin, talkin, talkin..
Now I'm a dead man walkin, walkin, walkin..
Already broken, already gone..
Already see it in your face,
Already someone in my place..
You've got the best of both worlds,
You are strong, but you are needy,
Humble but you are greedy..
What a beautiful mess this is,
Here we are..
Here we are..
Although you were biased,
I loved your advice..
Ive got some imperfections,
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face?
Welcome to the planet,
Welcome to existence,
Everyones here, everyones here..
I dare you to move,
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor,
I dare you to move,
Like today never happened,
Today never happened before...
I'm sorry,
I did not mean to hurt my little girl,
Its beyond me,
I cannot carry the weight of the heavy world..
Why follow me to higher ground?
Lost as you swear I am..
Here we go again...
I kinda wanna be more than friends
Here we go again...
We're sick like animals,
We play pretend
I wont sleep tonight..
Here we go again..
I want some more..
What are you waiting for?
I hear the angels talkin, talkin, talkin..
Now I'm a dead man walkin, walkin, walkin..
Already broken, already gone..
Already see it in your face,
Already someone in my place..
You've got the best of both worlds,
You are strong, but you are needy,
Humble but you are greedy..
What a beautiful mess this is,
Here we are..
Here we are..
Although you were biased,
I loved your advice..
Ive got some imperfections,
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face?
Welcome to the planet,
Welcome to existence,
Everyones here, everyones here..
I dare you to move,
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor,
I dare you to move,
Like today never happened,
Today never happened before...
I'm sorry,
I did not mean to hurt my little girl,
Its beyond me,
I cannot carry the weight of the heavy world..
Why follow me to higher ground?
Lost as you swear I am..
Here we go again...
I kinda wanna be more than friends
Here we go again...
We're sick like animals,
We play pretend
I wont sleep tonight..
Here we go again..
I want some more..
What are you waiting for?
¿Que es el Amor?
Love is rain on fire
Love is heartbeats
Love is an addiction
Love is a sunset
Love is a sunrise
Love is the ocean
Love is like short shorts, very sexayyyy
Love is a strawberry banana milkshake
Love is two infinite symbols side by side
Love is lava flowing down a snow covered mountain
Love is burning desire
Love is secure, safe, & protective
Love is popcorn love
Love is unity & peace
Love is happiness
Love is like scoring a touchdown, or making a huge interception
Love is nervousness & sweaty palms
Love is bright neon colors, mixed together into body form
Love is heartbeats
Love is an addiction
Love is a sunset
Love is a sunrise
Love is the ocean
Love is like short shorts, very sexayyyy
Love is a strawberry banana milkshake
Love is two infinite symbols side by side
Love is lava flowing down a snow covered mountain
Love is burning desire
Love is secure, safe, & protective
Love is popcorn love
Love is unity & peace
Love is happiness
Love is like scoring a touchdown, or making a huge interception
Love is nervousness & sweaty palms
Love is bright neon colors, mixed together into body form
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Intro
So.... umm.. ya.. I am lovin the whole blog thing. Its pretty sweet.
Originally my name was Zain "Muscle Man" Rizavi, then I changed my name illegally to Kyle Williams. I am a huge niners fan and have been for my whole life. I think its crazy how he got so many death threats (needless to say, I was pissed at him as well) but now I feel bad for him.
Nelson, your a stud, I love you. And ya.... thats pretty much it.
Missed it by that much..
Originally my name was Zain "Muscle Man" Rizavi, then I changed my name illegally to Kyle Williams. I am a huge niners fan and have been for my whole life. I think its crazy how he got so many death threats (needless to say, I was pissed at him as well) but now I feel bad for him.
Nelson, your a stud, I love you. And ya.... thats pretty much it.
Missed it by that much..
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