Monday, March 26, 2012

I dont ever feel good enough..

I'm sure everyone doesnt feel good enough at times in their lives.
Well.. now is one of those times for me..

I wake up every day saying, this will be the day great things happen!
This will be the day that has been long awaited.

Every day that things get worse (or from my point of view, seem to get worse) I wake up the next day saying this day really is gonna be great!

And I keep doing this over and over again, day in and day out. Without fail.

Somethings gotta change... Somethings gonna change... Right?

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Girls are confusing.. to say the least

Why are girls so confusing?

I dont think there will EVER be an answer for this question. It's like the impossible question in life to answer.

There are so many girls who just feel like they know whats going on, yet they don't at the same time. Now that is when things get really confusing. Because when the girl gets confused at herself getting confused because the boy pointed out that he is confused about her being confused, then he gets more confused because she gets confused at herself being confusing...

Ya..

Longing by Matthew Arnold

Longing

Come to me in my dreams, and then
By day I shall be well again!
For so the night will more than pay
The hopeless longing of the day.

Come, as thou cam'st a thousand times,
A messenger from radiant climes,
And smile on thy new world, and be
As kind to others as to me!

Or, as thou never cam'st in sooth,
Come now, and let me dream it truth,
And part my hair, and kiss my brow,
And say, My love why sufferest thou?

Come to me in my dreams, and then
By day I shall be well again!
For so the night will more than pay
The hopeless longing of the day.      


This poem makes me jealous because not only the meaning of them poem and feel of the poem, but how he really puts his feelings into the poem. I have never been able to do that, and I think that it's a very cool way to get more meaning and feeling out of it as the reader.

Longing by Matthew Arnold

Monday, March 12, 2012

RaNdOm

I feel like I have been really random in all of my posts lately so here is a post to randomness


My mom and I were talking and we came upon the subject of being best at something.

In my moms opinion, there can be as many bests as possible, because if you are the best you can be at something, then you are considered the best.

To me on the other hand, that is completely wrong. In my opinion, best is best. Being the best is when your 1st place, the best of the best. There can only be one best. Not multiple. Unless you are on a team, but then the whole team is the best team out of all the teams. Therefore, there can only be one best.

"I am the number one"

Very sleepy

I go so many places when I dream. The worst is when you're day dreaming at lunch in the commons, and you when you come to, your totally staring at a hot girl and she catches you..

Then she just thinks... Creeper

I go to the zoo when I sleep. I feel like someone has done inception on me. I had a dream about that one time. I watched inception like 3 times in a day and I totally fell asleep and thought people were trying to plant an idea in my head!

Am I going crazy? I dont think so. But if I am crazy, I wouldn't think I'm going crazy, so my opinion wouldn't matter would it? Or would it? I think that it wouldn't not matter if I wasn't not crazy.

DREAMS

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Heath Ledger

Anybody ever watched A Knights Tale or Batman?

Two of the greatest movies every made.

Heath Ledger is in those movies. He was by far the best actor there ever was or ever will be.

Is mercy a weakness? In A Knights Tale there is a line that says mercy is weakness. I believe mercy is a sign of strength. It shows you have control over your emotions. True strength. Mental strength.

Random? Maybe a bit. Awesome? Definitely.

Bones and Courage

My bones tell me to be srong, and have lots of courage. Do I? Sometimes. Should I have more? Sometimes.

What is courage? Is it the urge or desire to stand up for what you believe in? Is it being the best you can be and no matter what it is and what people say about you? I think it's a little bit of both.

How do you have courage? Or are you just born with it? I think it's a little bit of both as well.

Do you have courage? I think everyone has a little big of courage in them. Maybe they never show it, but everyone has a little bit of courage deep down in the depths of their souls.